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Title: Lachrymose Regrets
Author: Misty Yuy
Spoilers: None
Category:GW Lyric wheel ficcies
E-mail: shinigamis_lil_angel@hotmail.com

Lyrics: “Heat of the Moment” – By Asia
Lyrics Submitted By: Kimibaka411
Rating: R

Pairings: 2x1 1+2
Warnings: Angst, Shonen-ai, Lime, fluff-wuff
Summary: Duo recaps a time he spent with Heero, only to have his dreams and happiness shattered by something unexpected and unfortunate.

Disclaimer: GW is not mine… Neither are the lyrics for the song being used.
Notes: I don’t know the song myself but reading the lyrics I found a bit of angst and fluff, I felt like adding a bit of a twist.. something… regretful. And deep angsty-goodness.. So I guess all I  can say is enjoy and excuse the Aussie Slang. ^^;;;;;;

[ ……] Denotes Lyrics
Dialogue in italics denote flash backs or memories.


"Heat of the Moment"

Who’d ever thought it would turn out to be this way. You and I, we were so deep in love, and deeper still. I loved you with ever breath, with every beating of my heart, the love so intense between us that it hurt, my heart clenched inside.
I thought I had done the right thing, I thought I was giving you everything. Couldn’t you see? I wanted to give it all to you. My life, my heart…my love. My destiny.

I hurt you, I didn’t even realise I was putting you through so much misery. All I could give just to spend one more moment with you. To have you with me to kiss and hold, when we made passionate love together it was like you were inside me more than any other. The lovers I had in the past could not compare to you. You were my one and only.

[I never meant to be so bad to you
One thing I said that I would never do
A look from you and I would fall from grace
And that would wipe the smile right from my face]

I sit and stare at the picture taken from when we went on our first date. You clutch my braid as I have you tightly wrapped in a slow lovers dance embrace. I am slightly taller then you so you mould to my body perfectly. ‘You cheeky devil’ I grin at your hand sneaking into the back of my slacks. Laying back against the couch I stare up towards the ceiling remembering the conversation as we danced.

”Are you having a good time?”

”Hai, Arigato Duo.”

You cling to me as I lead us around the dance floor swaying gently like a the swell of a calm slow rocking ocean. I rest my chin lightly in your hair, inhaling the sweet wild berry scented shampoo vapours.

”Anything for you… Hee-chan. I love you so much.”

”Mmm.. Love you too, Duo-chan”

[Do you remember when we used to dance
And incidents arose from circumstance
One thing lead to another we were young
And we would scream together songs unsung]

The rest of the night was spent in slow dance and strawberry deserts until we got home and then we broke out the bubbly. I steal my gaze from the not so interesting roof to the fire place in front of the couch, another memory takes it’s place before my eyes.

I see us both, home that night from our date. We hang our jackets and unload wallets and keys onto the little stand under the coat rack. We meet each other in a tender embrace and lean in together for a passionate kiss, our tongues play each demanding dominance. I back Heero towards the living room and up against the back of the couch where we break apart.

[It was the heat of the moment
Telling me what my heart meant
The heat of the moment showed in your eyes]

”Excited are we?” I thrust my hips slightly into his our arousals colliding together. “Hold that thought…I’ll be right back.”

Moments later I return with a bottle of sparkling Champaign and two glasses to find him laid back on the couch, his shoes and sock having being discarded off to the side, tie loosened and his blue shirt partially opened. I couldn’t hold the gasp that escaped my lips at the purely innocent or not so innocent sight that was my partner, soon to be lover of mine.
I seat myself next to him where he straightened up to take the glasses in hand while I tried to flip the cork to the bottle. Damn thing just wouldn’t budge and here he is giggling like a mad man at my misfortunes. //Just you wait Heero Yuy.. your gonna be doin’ more than giggling pretty soon.//

The cork finally flew off with quite an audible ‘POP’ where it bubbled and foamed at the top with just a little bit of spillage. I then filled each glass and placed the bottle to rest on the coffee table.

”To us?”

”To us.”

And our glasses clink together, and then a generous sip with a shiver as the bubbly liquid spills down my throat. I gaze into his eyes as he lowers his glass, the look he gives me is so sinfully tempting. Our glasses over half emptied I lean in and gently take his and place it beside the bottle.

[And now you find yourself in '82
The disco hot spots hold no charm for you
You can concern yourself with bigger things
You catch a pearl and ride the dragon's wings]

I return his sultry look with a look of my own. Like a predator, a creature of the night. I moved in closer and captured his lips with my own, the kiss frenzied yet sensual in it’s own way. Carefully I arranged so he was laid back  the full length of the couch with my own build hovering over him putting most of my support on my arms. I could feel his arousal pressing into my stomach, I could just feel it growing harder as mine was.

In no time at all after removing all our clothes, I could feel Heero beginning to shiver a little, I don’t know if it was just from the cold or his nerves but I reached over anyway and pulled the shall off the back of the couch over us both. His hands were running down from my shoulders down to my buttocks where he squeezed and pushed our hips closer together, eliciting a gasp and a moan from both of us.

['Cause it's the heat of the moment
The heat of the moment
The heat of the moment showed in your eyes]

”Duo… Make love to me.”

No need to tell me twice, that encouragement was all I needed just to make him finally mine.

The rest of the night passed us buy as we made passionate mind blowing love on this very couch, so exhausted that at first light we awoke to find ourselves wrapped in a lovers embrace and I had somehow managed to be on the bottom with Heero snoring lightly into my shoulder. And he swears he never snores, wish I had a voice recorder handy.

But now, in this time I sit here alone. Lonely and waiting to see if you would come back to me. I never meant to hurt you so, we’d been together only so long when work was beginning to take even more and more of our time. We were like passing ships in the night with my day shifts and you nightly runs as security guard.

[And when your looks are gone and you're alone
How many nights you sit beside the phone
What were the things you wanted for yourself
Teenage ambitions you remember well]

Who ever would have thought it would be this way, I wanted you. I wanted you to stay with me… no matter what. Then a minor argument had you storming out and taking off in the car with pent up rage and frustration. I cried for hours after that. Our first real fight and you just up and left. I figured you would return since you took nothing much with you.

So I went and slept on it, slept on the couch. I couldn’t bring myself to crawling into bed where we normally slept together. Then I was awoken by an annoying knocking on the door and I guessed that it would have been you coming back home after cooling off. All I wanted to do was apologise and hold you tightly. I had looked down at my watch which said it was 3:36 am.

Groggily I rise up from the couch and stagger to the door in the dark almost tripping over the step of the sunken lounge and open the door ready to take Heero in my arms and kiss him endlessly. But I was taken back by surprise only to find a police officer standing there, and at that instant a sense of dread and uneasiness washed through me as I stared bewilderedly at the officer.

Those words still echo through my mind.

”Are you… Mr. Maxwell?”

The officer enquired while looking down at her clip board.


She flashed her badge and asked if we could talk inside. So I skittishly let her in and directed us towards the couch.

”Mr. Maxwell, you live with a Mr. Heero Yuy am I right?”

I nodded, my hands beginning to shake my heart beating rapidly. Had something bad happened to Heero?

”Th..There’s been an accident, Mr. Maxwell. You friend Heero Yuy was involved.”

”Oh God… Is.. Is he …ok?”

”It was a collision with an out of control semi-truck and the car he was driving. The truck driver sustained fractures and minor head injuries and is now in a stabilised condition in hospital. But Mr. Yuy…” She paused briefly to push her glasses further up on he nose. “…Was not so fortunate.”

I could feel the tears welling up and I held a hand to my mouth as though the very words would make me sick.

”Mr. Yuy appeared to have sustained major head and spinal injuries, a punched lung and multiple fractures. The collision seemed to have happened so quickly that there would have been little or no time for reaction, and it’s believed that he did not suffer before… before passing away.”

I could remember how it took what seemed like infinity for the realisation to finally hit till I broke down and cried my eyes out. I told her that he was my lover… my partner. I told her everything… the fight we had. I poured my heart out to him. She was a very understanding and down to earth woman too. She shared my pain and told me too that she had lost ‘her’ lover and partner to a simular sort of accident a few years ago.

I remember how she supported me, handing me tissues, making coffee and more than willing to listen to all that I had to say.

She told me that I should be relieved that he more than likely felt no pain and she then handed me a photo, the photo that he had with him in the car… it was the photo Quatre took of us on holiday at the beach. Just me and him… on the sand, on beach towels with me sitting up and Heero held closely against my chest and between my legs, the end of my braid in one hand idly playing with the end bristles.

More tears escaped my eyes, making trails down my cheeks like waterfalls. The dread of loosing him and the fact that my last few moments with him were wasted in a petty dispute, I really hated myself. I wished that I could turn back time and know about the future to stop it from happening. Heh! Such as fate.

So here I am… gazing at the photo he left and the picture of our first date.

Tell me Heero, what do I do now. I want you back no matter what it takes. If it even means the price of my own life. I just want one last moment… to say… that I’m sorry.

[It was the heat of the moment
Telling me what your heart meant
The heat of the moment showed in your eyes

It was the heat of the moment
The heat of the moment
The heat of the moment showed in your eyes

Heat of the moment
Heat of the moment
Heat of the moment
Heat of the moment. ]


Well it seems that my plans changed and I managed to talk my mum into letting me stay home.. (exuse: I'm too sick to travel :P) And had sudden burst of plot bunnie which fueled the muse. Thank GOD.. So yeah.. ^^''' Now I shall go concentrate on getting better, ne?
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Date:April 8th, 2004 08:02 pm (UTC)
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Date:April 9th, 2004 10:54 pm (UTC)
*sniffles* That was just...so sad. :( But, it was good. *gives you a cookie* ^__~
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Date:April 9th, 2004 11:43 pm (UTC)
I guess I will only ever be good at writing angst. O.o

Thanks for the feedback. Much appreciated.
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